If you don't look closely enough, you may miss me entirely. I hide out in that place between now and almost now. It is endless light, love and laughter there --- enough to alter any epistemological framework. It is a place that invokes a level of contentment that reaches beyond all thought-words ... beyond all bodily sensations ... beyond even the most inconceivable emotions. Bliss is simply too small a word. Just once I would love to express it in colors. Once there, it's impossible to forget ever again that this *points to everything here* isn't all there is. Shoot, most of this isn't even what matters.